Dramatically, the only solid principle in my life is that my mood change all the time.
There's always a time where my little moody thoughts come and fill my brain with depressing feelings that I always wanted to escape from. But today, I was filled with something else, a spring of joy that I hope it will last longer than I expected.
Day dreaming, dreaming, fantasies, imagination and hopes are the only thing that can save me from my thoughts I'm facing now. Still, I need to do something about it. I couldn't let myself to be taken control over by my own desires. Desires to be a person that I do not hope to be.
Would it be a new beginning for me? Yes. I think so. :D