Now I do understand the meaning of burnout when I sit silently in front of the TV. You can only stare at the TV without thinking or looking or listening. All you can do is to stare and be blank. It was the toughest experience from work. It wasn't the stress, not the procedures, not even the people, but the burnout that took away my soul. Tiredness is another thing, burnout is totally exhausting. I couldn't even think properly with my head and mind. Where should I go? What should I do? Why am I not thinking? When will I be start moving my ass and do stuff? Totally empty.
Ha! I should rest and replenish with my studies in His words. He shall give me strength to replenish my burnings.